Behavior? Education? Culture?

"I need 10 more mins to finish my assignment - jogging". That's the 1st impression in my mind when somebody drop in on and wanna stop my running. I need to show how special I am when I face the challenge, not only to keep my heart rate high.
From the recent discussion with my roommates and my personal feeling about international culture, the result shocked me that my subliminal behavior was formulated as a typical Chinese which sometimes clearly shown where I came from. There is very little any outsider can do about this, because it expresses views that are very close to the core of the personality. Simply talking about "Cultural differences" and how we must repect them is a hollow cliche. Majority Chinese were raise up under a formulated manner which knowingly tell us just FOLLOW, the science of succeedto which make Chinese quite a lot on national visualization, fake watch, illigal simulation, deceitfulness which back us into a corner. Contrarily, western people tend to be trained to be creative and bolshy, that help them to be much more independent and filled with ideas once been challenged, they will never shy to speak up, regardless the criteria to judge if it is correct, that helps them alot from a denationalized pocket.
I have an overwhelming feeling that to step forward to be hired at current position abroad is absolutely correct, which inspiring me focus on my personal development, rather than the previous period to act like a frog in the well. Versus being to doing, I am right on my way. and further more, I met lots of folks whom I think it's invaluable to work with, no matter how they talksive and troublesome, actually I am plotting on all local citizens of Malay include all my workmates. But I believe that's the way of learning. And today, I am not shy when I talking with them, I even dont care what are they talking about, even BS, even none of my business, I just listening and refine their speeches to make sure I am not lost. To be honest, I dont like Malay English, which will mislead international students to a curbstone accent.

Wow~ it's time to finish my diary, my metabolism is too fast, not just because my yoga practice, in contrast, by the time I have done, I have a deep sense of peace and relaxation that seems to pervade every cell. I feel centered, balanced, in touch with myself. I vow not to let this feeling slip away as the day progresses. as the end of my words, I would like to say that Chinese must be the best from an unlimited scale which predeterminated by their national ethos, regardless their unselective education module.